Today has sucked. I'm sick to death of eating 'right'... I'm sick to death of chicken, broccoli and carrots and I'm sort of sick of my body HURTING!!! The only reason I like my muscle aches is because I'm guessing there's one in there that is trying to fight it's way past the fat.... so I'll keep working out. I'm trying to find something good to say about the food... I guess it's okay when I feel hungry because that hopefully means that the fat is losing ground in this battle.
Yes, I worked out today. It never really crossed my mind to cancel - which is unusual for me when I'm in this sort of mood. One on one accountability is good. We did a different circuit today all the way around. I had never done any of the things we did today. It was a great workout... sweat actually dripped from my head twice... that's a big deal for me... I don't sweat much. The workout was focused on upper body for sure... my arms were shaky all the way home. They seem to have recovered somewhat right now, but I'm SURE I'll feel it tomorrow! (and the next day!)
My mood was horrible when I got there, but it seemed to shift into something worse towards the end of the workout.... you see, Rodney and I usually have the place to ourselves and about mid-way through the workout someone came in. Rodney said hey to her and I was 'pumping iron' (ha) and paid no attention. A few minutes later someone else came in... same thing. Well... they were working in the front room on the cardio equipment and they were having a great time... WHICH IS FINE... unless you're in my mood. By the time OUR time was over, I had turned into a very whiny, needy, crazy woman and said some DUMB stuff to Rodney that I desperately wish I hadn't. THEN... I had to walk out the front door and there they were... two very, very FIT girls.... I suddenly felt like the blimp in the room... and I got out the door as quickly as possible. Yuk.... I hate days like today.
Thank God tomorrow is a new day! Cyndi, Mary and I are meeting at the park to walk. Cyndi's bringing Woody... her lab puppy... I think he's still a puppy! I'm wondering who will walk whom!!